Sorrow

when you are let down by expectations
and heart break wretches you
its the time you're are tested by emotions
whether they stayed, or flew

when regrets are biting 
and you are cursing thy action
perfect is the timing
to press the reset button

sorrow barely glues the heart
moving on, should the be the target on the dart

and at the end of the day
hold the fortitude and strength
to proudly say
"I'll go beyond any length"

-shreysee

December

Here comes December
a beautiful month to remember
In fresh and cold air,
flows kindness and warm care

Under the mistletoe,
love is found
Tinkle the bells
with a soothing sound

Trees look embellished
So here comes the moments to be cherished
Wishes in a sock,
and Santa doesn't miss a block

A time  to be thankful
'Cause surroundings are playful
Indeed a beautiful month to remember
Look, here comes December

CHOICES

I fickle, between choices
I still haven't made yet
and the road,
I still haven't chosen yet

But the consequences
are enough to scare
of the dreams
That I don't want to spare

Decisions have always,
made an impact
but the guts to face situations
I have always lacked

There will come a day
where I'm standing close to the bay
with my newly grown limb, 
and success lies at the brim.

-shreysee

If I could start over, what would I change?

If ever, in my life, given a fortune to wipe the slate clean, there would be a couple of things I would be willing to alter and eliminate  making a fresh start. The first one would be, giving up my passive and unreceptive attitude.  To be honest, it doesn’t really bother me what’s happening  around  even if it’s right or wrong. But increasingly I realized, that this peculiarity is one of the worst to possess.

Learning to say no would be a quality I would love to instill in me. And yes, this is a quandary I face just about every day.  I don’t really want to be the kind of person who makes people unhappy. Believe me, I’m terrible at rejecting.

Ah yes! I would surely have a keen interest towards mathematics.  I really don’t remember the time when this subject gave a slap on my face saying,” I’m never going to be your cup of tea, you puny creature”. And boy, he turned out be a man of his words.

Still waiting for a genie to magically come into view and make these wishes come true while I’m working on my scanty skills of expressing standpoints and not to cry when I’m angry and lose weight and stop judging people and oh the list is long.

Each Student Must Have A Right To Pick Only Those Disciplines He Is Interested In.

Albert Einstein left his school in Munich because of the regimentation and mechanization he couldn't condone. He realized that he will never be able to follow the order of discipline as he felt suffocated amidst the unwelcoming environment.
So here's the thing; no individual is same, as it is comparison will go in vain. You cannot expect a bird to swim and neither a fish to fly. Here, metaphorically, flying and swimming are two disciplines which belong to those who are capacitated and endowed. Likewise, you cannot expect an introvert to open up and an extrovert to keep quite.
When a person is forcibly told to possess a quality, he/she may loose the gifted talent or discipline he held to his name. Each one should be given right to choose or retain a discipline in order to see one's matchless potential, capability and efficacy.

Friendship👭

"Friendship". A word filled with plethora of emotions. It is a pulchritudinous relationship between people who accept you the way you are and barely make judgements. If you look up to them in adversities, feel comfortable around them or share the deepest secrets, consider that friendship of a lifetime. In ludicrous times, they share giggles and in misery, grief. No, it is not important that friends should have common interests. One of my friends is a huge Harry Potter fan, while I have been showing zero interest in it since ages, still our friendship has crossed a decade. Why? Because in the due course of time, we have built a strong house of trust and loyalty. I feel gifted to have friends in my life who adore me, consider me as a priority and tolerate me when I go mad. These are little things in life which enrich your soul with utter ecstasy.

FEAR

Sometimes I feel the word "fear" shouldn't have existed. Because then, people would have not known what fearfulness is actually like and would've faced every atrocity and onslaught with fortitude. Fear of being left out gives rise to peer pressure. Fear of being judged ceases oneself from grabbing opportunities. Our mind has become so preoccupied that we envision the outcome way before stepping into the situations. Ominous situations are nothing but puny challenges of life which demands us to be audacious, indefatigable and circumspect. Being enervated is never an option. To conquer fear, regards a great triumph. The rest is up to you, either to become Aurora, who spends the bulk of the movie's actions in asleep being a typical damsel in distress; or Mulan, who proves her bravery while in disguise.